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i came here on a blade driving wheel now im carrying these two heavy arms of steal...thats how i feel. i think ive had my fill of adventure and questions...i wanna retire. im watching mad men last night and thinking why are these people doing all these evil things ...so i decided to go pop and not care about cool....i want to enjoy the surface. i want to jump into modernity not fight it anymore and who cares if its meaningless i just dont want to hurt anyone and thats what the point is.